La Pura Neta

I was on a bus on my way to a new school, a high school on the south side of Chicago. I transferred to that school because I had moved into the area. The bus went south over a dark brick road bridge--it was dark because it was a gloomy day out--like the sky was heavy with rain. This new school was completely new--metal framework with floor-to-ceiling windows, open floors. The class body was mixed, with a majority being black and white students. I went to the second floor to wait in line at a check-in window. A very chatty boy behind me bumped into me and as I turned to look at him, we both felt an immediate attraction--we are both brown, we are both alternative. I'm reminded of my husband, I remembered I have a husband--maybe in that life or another--so I keep the boy in mind to feel less alone but ignore him as I wait in line. I'm outside in the vast woods that is the campus of the high school. There is a pond and there are green rolling hills of different sizes, all moving l...

Fuck your blank walls and clean floors (with your piss all over the toilet seat) Fuck your Sweet Caroline’s and Eileen’s Fuck your extra bright light bulb by the excessively large, one toilet, bathroom (men lurk around the corner with glass bottles, in the dark) Fuck your pointless struggle to survive when, your name is seared on everything when, your face makes everything better when, your attention is a blessing                               (in disguise) But, we all matter. we all struggle to fulfill our dreams we all are men and women made equally under god. Survival is a privilege blessed upon the most fittest beings… …Who happen to own season tickets to the front row.

I. Walking with a friend down the alley where we met- it’s a pebble street. Reminds us of Mexico, a place we used to call home. II. Pounding and drilling to build this new building where you can view the lake if you can afford it. III. For lunch I had toast with some tune and veggies but it got soggy. It was very messy but it tasted very good. IV. I was so wrapped up in figuring out the best way to eat my toast when I looked up I felt like the world slapped me awake. V. Latin street food to go- as if that wasn't what it already is when cooked at home then sold by uncles on their painted carts. VI. children dance to a jig tune played by the elder womans shamisen at the washington platform waiting for the train to come. (( Tanka: A Japanese form of five lines with 5, 7, 5, 7, and 7 syllables—31 in all http://www.poetryfoundation.org/learning/glossary-term/tanka))