It wasn't until last summer  that i felt the need to write down  my mother's and father's personal stories   It wasn't until last week  that i felt the value in each  individual piece   I don't feel value  in my other pieces or my work  at my office job which helps  so many people   but what is the value of a life lived  in Chicago, as a woman, as a brown woman  as a woman who labels herself  Mexican and chubby   is it only up to me to build this  value, to build it inside of me  so that others can feel then see  that i do belong here   that my words belong  on this page for you  to read